rainy days

2005-04-02T14:50:07Z

Well this week has been crazy and idk for some reason wicked stressful. Only 12 more days till England/Ireland though...can't wait. Kim and I im a foreign country with lots of hot British boys ; )...lol j/k we're there to experience culture lmao. I was supossed to have a car wash today fro England but its pouring out so no car wash today. But hey at least i have the day off from work. We have our first lacrosse game mon... i really have no clue what im doing yet but hey its fun. Im going out to breakfest now so have a nice rainy day everyone <3

quotes...

2005-03-30T00:02:18Z

i just thought these were so cute so i figured id share...

If their smile warms your heart, embrace eases you, and kiss distills all wrong done to man, then you know that you have found true love.

When he kisses you, he isn't doing anything else. You're his whole universe and the moment is eternal because he doesn't have any plans and isn't going anywhere. Just kissing you, and it's overwhelming.

Do you realize what you are to me? What you're always going to be? You are the love of my life... everyone else will always be second best. There will never be another you

Meeting u was fate, becoming your friend was by choice, but falling in love with you was completely beyond my control

Why is it everyone looks at him and doesn't see how wonderful he is? Because I saw it the first time I laid eyes on him. I don't think I knew it then, but i guess I was falling in love

I'm shaking at your touch, I like you way too much.. my baby, I'm afraid I'm fallin for you
Why do we close our eyes when we kiss, when we dream when we sleep? because the best things in the world go unseen

first entry

2005-03-29T00:53:04Z

So this is my first entry in this thing and i dont know the idea of letting everyone read my journal is a still a little weird to me but hey what the hell right?

HAVE YOU EVER..
1. Kissed your cousin: on the cheek
2. Ran away: no but i used to pack a bag when i was little and then get to the top of the street and turn around
3. Pictured your crush naked: well...
4. Skipped school: except for those 2 days after finals, no
5. Broken someone's heart: maybe id like to think i haven't broken to many thoguh
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: of course...probaly hundreds of times
9. Broken a bone: yep, my foot and my fingers
10. Done something embarrassing: oh yeah
11. Lied: yeah ; )
12. Cried in school: yeah actually...wow thats kinda embarrasing

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
15. Girls or Guys: boys are always more fun...lmao
16. Flowers or Candy: flowers...they mean more
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: hmmm...good question but i dont really like facial hair so clean shaven
18. Blondes or Brunettes: doesn't matter
19. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy...slutiness is irresversible
20. Tall or Short:tall...i can't stand when guys are shorter than me
21. Pants or Shorts: what the hell kinda question is that does it really matter
22. Night or Day: night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: eyes...i love blue eyes
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: umm Colin (winter ball)
25. Worst question to ask... good question...ive gotte alot of stupid ones
26. Showered: umm no can't say i have
27. Stepped outside: with a memeber of the opp.sex yeah...what the hell kinda question is that?
28. Had sex: nope

ABOUT YOU...
29.Romantic memory: hmmm...idk
30. Your Good Luck Charm: my cross and my medel...always good to have god on your side
31. Person You Hate Most: i try not tho HATE anyone but ocassionaly it happens
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: seeing his face ; )
33. On your desk: alot of crap
34. Picture on your desktop: pic of Farrah and me on a snowmobile

FAVORITE...
35. Color: purple and green...its a tie
36. Movie: Cruel Intentions
37. Artist or band: umm...Jack Johnson, Howie Day, OAR, the Eagles
38. Cars: Audi or an Eclypse
39. Ice Cream: milky way
41. Food: Chicken Parmisian

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: prob Farrah...we both say some stupid things
43. Makes You Smile: ;)...figure it out
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: anyone who can make me laugh
45. Has A Crush On You: idk...but if you do let me know ; )
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: well... he should know
47. Who Has It Easier?: guys def.
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: again he should know

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: no
50. Save AIM Conversations: yeah if there good
51. Save E-mails: yes
52. Forward Secret E-mails: nope
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: at times
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: um yeah sometimes i guess
55. Wear Cologne: umm no but i wear perfume
56. Hug Your Friends: yes, all the time
57. Cuddle: i love to cuddle... but right now i dont have anyone to cuddle with
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: no

HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: no
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: no
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: no
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: no
63. Been Rejected: hmmmm nope
64. Been In Love?: yeah
65. Been In Lust?: yeah
66. Used Someone?: no
67. Been Used?: no
68. Dumped Someone?: nope
69. Been Cheated On?: no...not that i know of
70. Been Kissed?: yes
71. Done Something You Regret?: yeah

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: my brother
73. You Talked To?: pat
74. You Hugged?: kim
75. You Instant Messaged?: john
76. You Kissed?: ummm...
77. You Yelled At? pat
78. You Thought About?: Foley( you should call more)
79. Who Text Messaged You?: dad
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: umm...
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: farrah

MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color of Your Hair?: brown but it turns lighter in the summer
83. Have Tattoos?: no
84. Have Piercings?: yeah...5 all ears
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: not right now
86. Own A Webcam?: nope
87. Own A Thong?: yeah
88. Ever Get Off The Computer?: lol yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: idk what the hell that means..speak dutch no
90. Habla espanol?: Si
91. Quack?: quack lol

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: yes...well i was like 7
93. Smoke?: no
94. Schizophrenic?: no
95. Obsessive?: sometimes
96. Compulsive?: nope
97. Obsessive compulsive?: nope
98. Panic?: not really
99. Anxiety?: not really
100. Depressed?: came close a few times

O The Joys of Life

rainy days

quotes...

first entry